Thursday, November 13, 2008

Finally, a firm decision

It's completely done: we canceled the India tickets Saturday, last night I finally told my mom (she's weird about plans changing - even if they're not her plans) and I adjusted my vacation request form at work today. Instead of taking 13 work days off together for India, I'm taking a Monday-Tuesday in November, a Monday-Tuesday-Wednesday at the beginning of December (I'm off for my birthday :), 3 days between Christmas and New Years, and I'm carrying 5 over for next year.

It feels so good not to be worried about packing right now.

So I definitely didn't ovulate last weekend. Not sure if I will this month, since the pill likely messed me up. Waiting waiting waiting....

I can't concentrate on anything but baby making. I got absolutely nothing done at work yesterday - I spent the day googling baby stuff and on theBump (I was doing the remote desktop thing to my home computer - I do not google baby stuff on my work computer:) I'm obsessed.
Last night, H (husband) and I were just sitting watching TV and he turns to me and says, "Why do I feel like we have no life now? Like we're just sitting around waiting to be pregnant?" And it's true. Nothing has changed, but now I feel like we're just wasting time. It's driving me nuts.

Anyway, that's it for today. Back to work.

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