I might have to break down

...and buy some mat pants. I am so incredibly uncomfortable now, and I'm really running out of things to wear. Only one pair of jeans fits (my fat jeans) and even those have to be worn with the bella band. The other jeans won't even get up past my thighs.
And shirts aren't much better. Once I 'come out' at work, it'll be better because I won't be trying to hide my ever-expanding belly (I don't care that it's not baby yet, I look pregnant, and that's really all that matters when you're trying to keep it quiet). But for now, I have a very limited wardrobe of drapy shirts that still cover my stupid chest acne (the prescription is helping, but they're going away so slowly). And with it getting warm out now, I'm really limited since I can't justify wearing my heavy layer-y sweaters.

I might have to make a trip to Motherhood on Saturday. I want some jeans that fit comfortably. I hate fighting with my wardrobe every morning.

I can't wait for my appointment on Tuesday. Then I'll tell my department on Friday at our monthly meeting, and then I can just be pregnant at work. I'll be 12 weeks next week, so I think that's long enough to wait. Some people say that's the end of first tri - some say it ends at 13. Whatever, as long as the ultrasound goes well, i'm telling!